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Monday, August 16, 2010

Beautiful Dreamer


Sort of.

Monday, August-16-10

Last night, I dreamt of being at some kind of club’s meeting, like a common interest group or something, with my husband and other couples. When the meeting was winding down, we were getting out coats on and things (so oddly it was winter, even though it is actually summer), and I was reminding people of our get together upcoming. Suddenly, many excuses were being given and it seemed that my party or whatever wasn’t going to be too eventful. Remaining optimistic at this point, and making my goodbyes, I go to rejoin my husband. I can hear him talking with some of the gents there a la the movie Hangover.

I am suddenly in the grocery store and it is a bright morning. I’m looking over some produce (at the grocery store of my girlhood neighbourhood) and realizing I am not sure what if anything, I want/can buy. A man approaches me carrying a coffee and while he seems charming, and we banter playfully for a while, I am distrustful of him. Suddenly, the store merges into a hospital and as I venture further in, I realize it is abandoned and it’s like some kind of maze. I am like a mystery character from “Scooby Doo” searching for a way in further to “figure it all out”. (Hey, don’t ask me, I’m just the dreamer, I don’t know why.)

Somewhere inside, I find the boys just leaving a dental surgery area I don’t know how, but it seemed from the time that I was saying goodbye to some friends and grocery shopping, no time had actually passed really and I was still just meeting back up with my husband. They were all very high off the laughing gas. He was legitimately getting some dentistry work done, but the others (maybe 2?) helped themselves to the supply and were acting fools.

I’m not sure if it was only my omnipotent self or the “me” in my dream realized that they were going to be leaving me somewhere to fend for myself, but something was wrong with the car when we reached it. Maybe it was a slippery slope and no parking brake, or maybe it was changing a tire, or a flat battery, but whatever the reason, the group of men drove off drunkenly in one car.

Somehow this scenario became something of permanence and I had to learn to fend for myself in the cold, wintry streets of the city. In order to come out of the cold, I entered a bar. Upon looking down at myself, I realized I was dressed tantalizingly like a pro. Bending over a cigarette machine in the vestibule, a gentleman forced himself into my ass, lubricated by the seedy woman’s saliva who had been working on his pole moments before he saw me. I cried out, but was in no position to argue and was happy when I was able to be disengaged from the large man.

Entering further, I realized that not only was he grimy and looked entirely homeless, but the whole smoky atmosphere had the filthy look of a speakeasy; peepshow/whorehouse that had made it’s impromptu home in an abandoned warehouse. Next thing I know, I am being forced onto stage to do a vulgar show amidst electrical arcs similar to live wires recently pulled down. I am being violated in every way possible. Every office is stuffed by several people of both sexes. I myself am performing fellatio on a male escort. I am not aroused in this dream however; I am disgusted – with the raping, with my powerlessness and the filth of all of it. I am unable to escape the other whores (which it is now evident I am – a slave whore) because at the end of the stage, is a madam not to be contended with.

Amidst the hoots and peals of approval by the savage brutes in the audience, I see my own husband looking happily at me. I am a seasoned pro now, hardened by a life of living this way. The show comes to a close, and before a man can choose me as his evening’s concubine, I somehow escape through a ladder in the wings to an access panel in the roof. In the parking lot, I am gang banged by many men and I am screaming, but I am not unsurprised by this turn of events. Struggling to my feet, I make my way across the back lot of the strip joint and upon reaching the alleyway, it is the end of our meeting again, and I, my husband and the guys are just about to pile into our cars.

There was more to this dream I know, I am barely get the cusp of it written, but you get the idea I think of its marvelous weirdness. This is the sort of crap I dream every night. *sigh*

With special thanks!

Anal Sex
To dream about anal sex, represents submission. You may be afraid to yield to the wants and desires of others.

Oral Sex

To dream that you are giving or receiving oral sex, signifies your willingness to give or receive pleasure/joy. It is symbolic of your creative energy and reaffirms that you are headed in the right direction in life. The dream may also be a pun on "talking about sex." Perhaps, you need to communicate with your mate about your sexual needs and desires. Or you are acting out your sexual wishes.


Sex
To dream about sex, refers to the integration and merging of contrasting aspects of yourself. It represents psychological completion. You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. Consider the nature of the love-making. Was it passionate? Was it slow? Was it wild? The sex act parallels aspect of yourself that you wish to express. A more direct interpretation of the dream, may be your libido's way of telling you that it has been too long since you have had sex.It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love.If you are looking for a place to have sex, then the dream may be analogous to your search for intimacy and closeness. You want to rekindle some relationship. If you dream of having sex in a public place, then the dream implies that others are talking about your private relationship. To see your parents having sex in your dream, indicate that you are seeing similar aspects between their relationship and your current relationship. Most of us cringe at the thought of our parents having sex, so this dream imagery is really trying to get your attention. Consider your parents' real life relationship together and what you can learn from it.

To dream about sex with someone other than your spouse or significant other, suggests dissatisfaction with the physical side of your relationship. On the other hand, it may be harmless fantasy. In such situations, you may find that you are less inhibited sexually. Perhaps you need to bring the same sense of adventure into your existing relationship. If you dream that you are having sex with a celebrity, then it indicates your drive to be successful. You are striving for recognition. Consider what movies your associate this celebrity with for clues as to where and what you want to achieve success in.

If you dream that you are having sex with a stranger, then it represents uncertainty about what is ahead. Alternatively, the dream allows you to experiment freely without having any hang ups, emotional baggage or preconceived notions associated with a person you would know. In such a scenario, you are able to let loose and express your desires, passions and emotions.

If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are having sex with someone of the same sex, then it represents an expression of greater self love and acceptance. You need to be in better touch of your feminine or masculine side. The dream does not necessarily imply homosexual desire.


Strip Club
To dream that you are in a strip club, signifies repressed sexual thoughts or ideas that you are yearning to let out. You are ready to explore aspects of your own sexuality.

Prostitute

To dream that you are a prostitute, indicates your desires for more sexual freedom/expression and sexual power. You want to be less inhibited and explore other areas of sexuality. Perhaps your waking ideology about sex is too rigid. On a negative side, to dream that you are a prostitute suggests that you are harboring feelings of guilt toward a relationship. You are having difficulties integrating love and sexuality. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor suggesting that you are "prostituting" yourself in some situation, either emotionally or morally. Are you selling yourself in some way?


Vending Machine

To see a vending machine in your dream, represents the things that are just outside of your grasp or reach. You need to invest a little more effort before your goals come to fruition. Consider what is inside the vending machine for further significance.


Orgy

To see an orgy in your dream, signifies repressed desires of your own sexuality and passion.Perhaps you are too conservative in your sex life and need to experiment. It may also mean that there is some sort of confusion in how and where you distribute your energies. You may be going into too many directions and as a result, are spread too thin.


Store

To see or be in a grocery or convenience store in your dream, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on what is in "store" for you. And thus it could signify the inevitable.


Bananas
To see bananas in your dream, may be a metaphor for repressed sexual urges and desires. It is a phallic symbol and represents masculine sexuality.

Muffin
To see or eat a muffin in your dream, signifies your taste for exquisite and expensive things in life. As a term of endearment, the dream may also refer to your loved one.

Winter
To dream of winter, signifies ill-health, depression, and misfortune. The dream may be analogous to how you are feeling - emotionally cold and frigid. Alternatively, winter is a time of reflection and spiritual introspection.

Ice
To see ice in your dream, suggests that you are lacking a flow of ideas and thoughts. You are not seeing any progress in your life. Alternatively, you may be feeling emotionally paralyzed or rigid. You need to let your feelings be known.
To dream that you are walking on ice, indicates that you are standing on shaky or unstable ground. You need to proceed with caution in some matter or situation. Alternatively, the dream also suggests that you are taking risks that you shouldn't be taking

Car
To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role. If you are in the backseat of the car, then it indicates that you are putting yourself down and are allowing others to take over. This may be a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life

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To dream that you car has been stolen, indicates that you are being stripped of your identity. This may relate to losing your job, a failed relationship, or some situation which has played a significant role in your identity and who you are as a person.

To see a parked car in your dream, suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor. Alternatively, a parked car may symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life. To dream that you cannot find where you parked your car, suggests that you do not know where you want to go in life.

*Please see Also Automobile.


Automobile
To dream that you are riding in an automobile, signifies that even in pleasant situations, you will still be restless and uneasy.

Dentist

To dream that you are at the dentist, represents your concerns about your appearance. Alternatively, it suggests that you are having some doubt over the sincerity and honor of some person in your life. You are experiencing some momentary anxiety or pain, but you will be a better and stronger person for it in the long run.


Gas
To smell or see gas in your dream, indicates that you need to be re energized.There may be a situation in your life that you are having difficulty in getting a handle on

Roof
To see a roof in your dream, symbolizes a barrier between two states of consciousness. You are protecting or sheltering your consciousness, mentality, and beliefs. The dream provides an overview of how you see yourself and who you think you are.

To dream that you are on top of a roof, symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position.


Escape
To dream that you escape from injury, from an animal, or from any situation, signifies your good health and prosperity. You will experience a favorable turn of events.

Fire Escape
To see or use a fire escape in your dream, suggests that you need to distance yourself from a harmful situation. You need to give yourself space.


Parking Lot
To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take time from your daily activities.


Maze
To dream that you are in a maze, denotes that you need to deal with a waking task on a more direct level. You are making the situation harder than it really is. Alternatively, the maze symbolizes life's twists and turns. It represents indecision, confusion, missteps, feeling lost or being misled.

Hospital
To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental health. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are giving up control of your own body. Perhaps you are afraid of losing control of your body.


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